~Journey~

~人生~

2009-10-21T02:59:00.000-07:00

有很多東西還是順其自然好的

太多東西你是太早下判斷了

明天你將會遇見什么自己也不清楚

那你又怎能去確定自己的這一世

你在想著辦法去忘記他的時候

就已代表你已經在想著他

那可不隨遇而安呢

世上沒有重新誰的人生

世界萬物全都只有一個人生

那是你的歷史

代表著你在生存

即使是不愉快的歷史

也是代表著你是活著的

為自己活著的

可不深深呼吸

把眼界放遠一點

也許明天你會感謝

感謝曾經有過這一段痛苦

才會有你明天的堅強

~Noah's Ark~

2009-09-08T03:39:00.000-07:00

A huge flooding land,

with plenty of white building,

Like a huge flooding castle.

Elegance,

Beautiful,

Greatest,

Luxury that without a word.

Its huge brought me fear,

Its huge brought me surprise,

Its huge attracted me.

A wildly wind,

Not here to sing me sleep,

Not here to sing me peace,

Wind gone wild,

Like mad at me,

Cloud turns black,

That I could not believe,

Building on ark falling,

As world goes ends,

I stand still,

I know I should not be here.

Their moan at my ears,

And I am getting fear,

What is going on here?

Nothing I can hear,

Except for the wind bow.

Nothing I can see,

Except for the darkness cloud,

Darkness cloud that appear

As thunder strike.

Nothing I can say,

Speechless fear in me.

Nothing in my mind,

But only the building falls.

Noah's Ark,

Destroy,

When the world,

Is destroy.

~Closer~

2009-09-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

The sunrise

tells me that time is coming

Closer.

The sunset

tells me that I should get you

Closer.

You asked me that

are we gonna be

Forever?

Thinking what should I do

when you are not

Here,

While I get

Fever.

You said you will

Never;

Never get another

Lover.

Trying to believe

Ye.

Wish that I could be

Nearer.

Wonder that could we get rid of

Year.

Wonder that

am I still your

Dreamer?

Wonder that

will you still take me as

Lover?

Wish that you could

swear me that you will

Never

Leave me alone waiting at

Here.

Trying to believe that

you heart is always

Here.

Trying to believe that

we are

Stronger.

Trying to believe that

we will be

Forever.

~Trust~

2009-08-27T03:47:00.000-07:00

Dare not to cry,
All I can do is hide.
It is hard for me to get rid.
Show you that I am fine,
But I could not denied
That tears flow inside.
How could I define,
What is in my mind?
When stabbed myself with a knife;
And tell you that I am alright.
Wish that you could wear my sign,
And remember what you said that night.
Trying to believe that you are mine,
Trying to believe that we will be fine,
Trying to believe that things will be same as tonight,
Even as time goes by.

~Awaiting~

2009-08-25T18:22:00.000-07:00

A feeling that hard to describe,
A feeling that hard to get rid,
A feeling that hard to release.
I should be happy for your glory,
I should be proud for your glory,
I should be pray for you journey.
Fighting myself against my mind,
Stabbing myself with your pride,
Telling myself that you have your life,
Tears that uncontrolable from my eyes,
Know that I should hide,
Yet,
I can't just denied,
that I need you by my side.
Yet,
I just can't denied,
You are part of my life.
Yet,
I just can't denied,
That I want to be your life,
I just can't denied,
That I wish you to hold me tight,
And tell me that you are mine,
You are always mine.

~Spoil Me~

2009-07-24T16:08:00.000-07:00

Spoil me with you caring,
Cares me once again,
Cares me like a treasure.
Spoil me with you pampering,
Pamper me once again,
Pamper me like a baby.
Spoil me with your touch,
Touch me once again,
Touch every single inch of me.
Spoil me with your hug,
Hugs me once again,
Hugs me like hugs the wind.
Spoil me with your kiss,
Kiss me once again,
Kiss every single scar I have.
Spoil me with your love,
Love me once again,
Love me like you could never love.
Spoil me with your warmth,
Grab my heart,
Grab it once again,
And,
Appreciate me,
like there's no next sunrise.

~Guardian Needing~

2009-07-09T12:14:00.000-07:00

Something flying in my mind,

Something shedding in my eyes,

Something dripping in my heart,

Something is dying me inside.

I'm smiling,

wishing you a glory victory.

Yet,

I'm dying inside,

with the knife you stabbed in my heart.

And,

I'm getting empty,

My soul is leaving me far,

and far,

Following you behind,

Heading to your pride.

I'm nothing,

but a guardian to you,

My Knight.

I'm leaving,

Coz' I need a guardian,

to guide me too,

My Knight.

You're the Knight that

summoned me,

You're the Knight that

making a promises to me,

But,

You're not the Knight,

that protect me.

I'm your princesse,

the princesse that you summoned.

But,

You're not My Knight,

the Knight that's mine.

~A Sign~

2009-07-09T12:10:00.000-07:00

A sign,

I put a sign on you.

A sign,

Signified you summoned me.

A sign,

Signified you are mine.

A sign,

that secure me.

A sign,

that sweeten me.

A sign,

shows where you belongs to.

A sign,

shows where I belongs to.

A sign,

that satisfied me.

A sign,

I put a sign on you,

by myself,

with a curse.

A sign,

I put a sign on you,

My Knight.

~War Of Glory~

2009-07-09T11:59:00.001-07:00

I heard the thunder,

It's attacking the sky outside.

I heard the rain,

It's attacking the wind blow.

I saw the lighting,

It's a path of light from darkness.

I heard the wind,

It's summoning my loneliness.

Where are you, My Knight?

In the war of glory.

Where are you, My Knight?

I'm yelling your name.

Where are you, My Knight?

You've lost no sight.

You're just one inch from me,

but yet I can't reach you.

You're so cold here,

I can't feel your warm on the other side.

Do you heard my fears?

Do you heard my tears?

Do you heard my insecure?I

'm hugging you,

where you didn't realize I'm here.

~My Knight Summon Me~

2009-06-24T15:54:00.000-07:00

The Knight,

Summon Me,

with a curse.

The Knight,

Summon Me,

with his soul.

The Knight,

Summon Me,

with eleven promises.

Understanding,

Cursed Dark Princesse.

Accepting,

Curses from Dark Princesse.

Sacrificing,

Your Soul With Your Sword.

Loving,

The Darkness That's In Me.

Caring,

Never Drown Me To The Hell.

Pampering,

Never Tight Me With The Viens.

Needing,

Save Me With Your Tears.

Giving,

Present Me Your Soul.

Surprising,

Showing Me Bloods.

Fulfilling,

The Dark Desiration.

Protecting,

Never Leave Me In The Battlefield.

My Knight,

Summon Me,

My Knight,

Summon The Cursed Dark Princesse.

~Darkness~

2009-06-07T12:22:00.000-07:00

I'm in the darkness,

You never see me

Hide.

I'm in the darkness,

You never see me

Cry.

I'm in the darkness,

You never see my

Lonely.

I'm in the darkness,

You never see my

Tear.

I'm in the darkness,

You never see my

Fear.

Never Ever.

~Knight Next Wall~

2009-06-07T12:18:00.000-07:00

Barrier,

build silence.

Silence,

build distance.

Distance,

build heartache.

Heartache,

holding me back.

Protect me,

while you're not protecting me.

Immune me,

from your hurt.

Shield me,

while you're attacking me;

Day by day,

Night by night;

Hurting me,

with your future.

Hurting me,

with your silence.

Hurting me,

with your love.

Hurting me,

with your kiss.

Pain,

that you never found.

Pain,

that you never measure.

Pain,

that you never bandage.

Be my knight,

Protect me,

don't attack me.

Be my shield,

Immune me,

don't throw me into war.

Be my remedy,

Cure me,

don't damage me.

Dying.

L'Ange dore De l'Enfer

2009-06-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

A gold glowing creature,

With a wide golden wings,

With a clemency angel face,

With an exquisite golden body,

awake.

A darkest place,

With chains around,

Without a single light,

Without a single lives,

named Hell.

A fallen angel,

Fly above like a

Glowing Ballerina,

put her strenght on reaching top,

top to light.

Light,

Just another inch to light,

Chains bring her limit.

Light,

Just an inch distance,

Claws,

Golden Ballerina found.

Glowing Creature,

with black-chained tattoo,

with her.

Clemency Angel Face,

with black-silvery evil eyes.

Golden Wings,

with bloods covered.

Golden Angel,

with mournful moan.

Golden Angel,n

ever belongs to Hell,

with pretty gold glowing wings.

Fallen Angel,

never belongs to Heaven,

with black-chained.

Angel From Hell,

open her golden wings wide,

fly like a bird,

fly like a fairy,

fly like never be limited,

just in the Hell.

Never ever step forward,

to her,

she hurts mercily.

~Mist~

2009-05-29T19:04:00.000-07:00

Mist,

covered me yesterday night.

Sudden FANTASY run into

My MIND.

Free from clear,

I'm blur,

Feel so secure.

I can't see,

Yet I can't be seen.

Why things must be clear?

Why things can't be fantasy?

Mist,

covered me,

with cold.

But,

I felt so warm.

Mist,

covered me,

I felt so fantasy,

FANTASY which brought me FANTASTIC.

Allow me,

to weak my sight,

with these MIST.

~Suicide~

2009-05-29T19:00:00.000-07:00

I don't need any report;

because I don't do report.

I don't need any commitment;

because I don't want any commitment.

I don't need any relationship;

because I don't do relationship.

I hug anyone,

hugging signified friendship,

for me.

I hold anyone's hand,

holding hand signified warmth,

for me.

I kisses anyone,

kissing signified caring,

for me.

But I belongs to no one.

Unfaithful,

I confess.

Unfaithful,

I suicide by my unfaithful and confess.

Unfaithful,

You suicide by my unfaithful

after my confession.

Then,Why you still comes over and tell me

"you're ready?"

Are you really ready,

to face my sword,and listen to my confession,

then accept my unfaithful?

I am who I am,

This is the way how I am.

Suicide by my own unfaithful.

~Dilemma Back~

2009-05-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

I'm moving forward;
while I know I should step backward.
I'm getting over;
while I know I should hold myself.
I'm going too far;
while I know I should be good and stay.
Something haunting me,
My personality.
Something pulling me,
My Affection.
Something pushing me,
My Ugly Face.
Something holding me,
My Fear.
Why is all these keep return?
Why is all these keep haunting?
Dilemma,
is return.
I'm,
back.

~Heaven to Hell~

2009-05-22T15:43:00.000-07:00

Relationship and Affection,

two different things.

Affection,

something that deal with feeling.

Relationship,

something that about mix and match.

If I'm happy,

Someone have to be sad.

If I'm sad,

Someone will be happy.

Wheel of Relationship;

Wheel of Love;

This is.

It's not about Equal;

But,

Balance.

I'm not an angel,

with the kindness heart.

Yet,

I'm not a devil,

with the cruel deeds.

I'm not Heaven,

full of happiness.

Yet,

I'm not Hell,

full of darkness.

But,

I'm an Angel from Hell,

I don't belongs to anyone;

Not She,

Not You,

Not Me.

Take a look at my hand,

Full with pieces of heart.

Take a look at my hand,

Full with tears of pain.

Take a look at my hand,

Full with blood of broken heart.

Aware my claws,

It might hurts your heart.

Aware my words,

It might shoot your mind.

Aware my golden wings,

It might fly me away.

So,
Think Twice

Before you come to me,

Prepared.

~Angel From Hell~

2009-05-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

Three Personality

Two Identity

One Body.

This is me.

I'm an angel from hell.

I can't guarantee anyone,

anything.

I'm an angel from hell,

I do hurts anyone,

anytime.

I'm an angel from hell,

I'm not a good person.

Why are ye still

come to me?

Can ye ever handle my

Three Personality?

Can ye ever love both of my

Two Identity?

Can ye ever accept that all is under my

One Body?

Think it over,

before ye;

come close to me.

~Affection~

2009-05-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

Every of words that she said
touches me
Using time to exchange understanding
An understanding which full of my ugly
is this really worth for her?
Her hands pull me down to stay with her
Her tears melt me down to go with her
Her hugs warm me up when I’m ready to leave
I’m afraid to regret after I let this off
yet afraid to accept who am I on next
I moved forward
when I knew I should step backward
Something push me forward
Some kind of feeling is pushing me forward
And the feeling named “Affection“
I’m melting.

~Blogspot~

2009-05-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

One word to describe myself,

Stupid. ><"

I don't even know how to

set this blogspot.

Yet,

don't even know

my own link in Blogspot.

If my friend tell me this,

I would speak one word to her,

a word,

that I'm saying tomyself now too,

"Stupid!"

*LOL*

But luckily,

now,

I discovered Blogspot.

And finally I knew

my own link,

kupoevil.blogspot.com

LOL

~Last~

2009-05-16T19:23:00.000-07:00

Some kind of fear was in me,So lack of confidence.
Blame myselfto understand too much;
Blame myselfto not be selfish;
Blame myselfto plan too much;
Yet,Blame myselfoverprotective.
What if I bea little more selfish,a little more naive,a little more brave,
Things might be so different;And I might not need to thinkthis much.
If I could finda little more secure from you,a little more courage on you,a little more confidence in you,
I might be going aheadwithout a second of thought.
The last nightof you and me,was so short;yet,full of confusing.
wonder what should I do?wonder what will you do?wonder what’s wrong?yet what’s right?
The last night?
or The first day?

~A Person~

2009-05-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

This is the first time
I was blank
when I face my blog;
Don’t know how to express
something that I wish to note down
in my blog.
A person,
who touches me,
in a way that I never been;
A diary,
which touches me,
with all the beautiful words;
An action,
that touches me,
showing me her love.
But,
A history,
that stop me
telling me things might repeat;
A history,
that block me
to give myself to her;
A history,
that bring me fear,
to barrier myself from her.
Insecure,
Are you sure
with what you’re sure?
Insecure,
Am I sure
with what I thought of?
I’m sorry,
I’m lost.

~Director~

2009-05-16T19:19:00.000-07:00

My mind is blank
My heart is pain
To seeing the view
like a blade through my pain
I’m pain
I’m sick
Scream for helpless
That is what I done
Hope that you heard my yell
And give me a hand
Tears like a flow
That’s the way I cry
Setting my pain free
That’s the reason why
You are the director
and I’m a foolish actor
You lead me to your movie
and left all sadness to me
Look into your eyes,
I found you avoid from my sight;
Look into my eyes,
these tears that you never wipe.
Why Why Why,
I don’t understand why
I’m not a choosen actor for you;
as you don’t need me anymore.
I’m not attend,
I’m been ignored.
Where is your attention?
I’m no longer your treasure;
as your sight wasn;t with me anymore.
Should i go?
Or should i stay?
Please guide me,
My director.

~Dilemma~

2009-05-16T19:17:00.000-07:00

Dilemma-
Two choices that will broughts difficult.
Life is dilemma,
The way to your sucess
included with dilemma.
When human understand that
this cross junction
might broughts your life
a big changes
human start to be afraid of making decision
coz we understand
there’s no U-Turn in future.
Hard to decide,
Hard to choose.
There’s no one human
understand us well,
even ourselfs.
Dilemma,
might be one of the
Great Test in Life.
Challenge,
I enjoyed it well

~Life~

2009-05-16T18:58:00.000-07:00

life are full of curious.
people are always connected to each other.
we created memories to ourself and others,
and then we leave.
leave to the others person to created another new memory.
what life is?
i think it’s for someone to remember us.
we met new friends.
we hang out together for some time.
we created alot of memories from different activities we do.
and we leave to be less and less contact.
we met our loved one.
we decorate our love with all the joy.
and we leave with a word of break up.
we grew up with our precious family.
we learnt everything from them.
and we leave when we become a man.
life,
full of joy and sad.
full of meet and leave.
but all my beloved,
you are always in my heart.
you are rememberance,
as how i be remembered in your heart.
life is simple,
but experience.
i love my life